Date: 2007-02-22 12:39 Subject: || 005 || Security: Public Mood: content

M-midterms are coming up, and it's kind of nerve-wracking, but... but I'm sure that I'll be okay. I've studied hard, and as long as I can get passable grades, I'll... I'll be happy.

Classes aside, life has been g-good lately. Been experimenting with my cooking again... although I kind of wish I had someone to offer some advice. K-Kira, perhaps you could come over and we could c-cook together? Or Yuzu... you too. If you don't mind.

A-ah... I should clean the dorm now! Dust has been settling...

Date: 2007-02-13 09:47 Subject: || 004 || Security: Public Mood: nervous

I guess that now, I can only wait.

Wh-which is okay! Nothing wrong with waiting! There are lots of songs that people have written about waiting and most of them are such nice songs although some of them are really sad but my waiting isn't the sad type of waiting though my heart feels like it's about to fail me and so I should be and am calm about this well not really but I can pretend.

...

I think I write run-on sentences when I'm nervous. Is there any cure for that?

A-ah, I think I'm just going to... go do homework now.

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Date: 2007-02-07 01:30 Subject: || 003 || Security: Public Mood: anxious

I must say... must say that I'm very glad that our dorms have... kitchens. I've been cooking meals thatIreallyhopearetoyourlikingChadandShuuhei lately, and it's nice. Makes me miss home... almost.

U-uh! Not that the university is bad! I really like it here! Really! A-and even though I don't... don't really understand most of my classes, I'm sure that... I can try!

I hope.

Mmm... I should... go sleep now. Rather dizzy...

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Date: 2007-01-24 22:18 Subject: || 002 || Security: Public Mood: confused

A-ah, um. So, there's only a week before... before classes begin, and I'm really... nervous. I... still don't know my way around the campus. It's so large! I just...

...well, I guess I will get used to it... eventually.

Um... Isane... when do you want to head out for lunch? I heard... heard that the cafe is really nice. Perhaps that would be a nice place to meet...?

Date: 2007-01-11 00:00 Subject: || 001 || Security: Public Mood: scared

I think that I, ah, almost lost my life today.

It was... really terrifying. Red splatters all over the walls and my clothes.

I guess that, well, I didn't really know what I was getting myself into. It seemed like a good idea at the time! But then the screaming. And the running. And I couldn't do anything about it!

Who knew that fingerpaints could be so frightening?